My heart is shot full of holes from mistakes made in the past
Cam Haha I love you too! :D
Alethia Thanks dearie :)
Yifang Haha I forget to print the picture yknow! Okay I know if I didn't manage to get it, you're gonna kill me for sure. So I better get it printed. Haha!
Michelle Ha thanks a lot (:
Graceyeoh Yeapyeap I'll text you before I go allright, & maybe I'll call you when I'm back? Hahah :) I'll see you once I'm back okay! Quick set a date with Phy first!
Wanyee Thanks a lot :) You cheer up too!
Mandy Hey thanks for dropping by. You take care :)
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Jo Yes I am :) Thanks a lot! Mm don't mind, leave your url allright :)
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Thanks for commenting!
Thanks for all the cheering up, really sweet yes!

I wish I could have seen her leaving,
Wish I could have held her hand
I wish I could have seen her leaving,
Wish someone would understand
Merlene *asks doctor about Godpa's condition*
Doctor *shakes head*
): ): ):

It shot through my heart when I heard that from 2nd Aunt. She went to visit him in the hospital today & his condition didn't approve, it became worse. I wanted to tear so badly right that moment but I thought I had to be strong. 2nd Aunt cried & I was at a loss of words. I wanted so much to comfort her but I don't know how. Now Godpa could barely talk.. Godma cried her eyes out, now they look really swollen.

Godpa reprimands Godma all the time, for the tiniest thing on Earth. Not only on Godma though, on Keith too. But two nights ago, he asked Godma to go home with all of us so that she wouldn't be alone. I wasn't there to witness this but I heard it, & I felt so softened. He had never been so nice to her before. Keith went to 2nd Aunt's room when he came by for Allan's wedding two weekends ago. He saw this glass deco thingy & he really liked it. Godpa just went 'Go get it, ask Auntie where she get it then go get it la since you like it'. He's a man with big ego & damn MCP, like Grandpa. But he loves his wife & son.

Keith is the nicest son I've ever came across. 2nd Aunt asked if Godpa & Keith are close, & she said they are. Keith isn't his son. Godma was divorced with a child(Keith) & remarried to Godpa. Keith would make time for him. He'd spend his whole afternoon at home with his dad, just talk, have tea, enjoy each other's company & watch teevee. I envy that. Keith, a son, a man, a male. Right now, which son would do that?

I went to work yesterday. 2nd Uncle fetched Sally & I back. Dropped Sally @ Boon Keng & we went back to Jalan Songket. Watched Pearlyn's graduation disc. She looked really cute luh :) Val & Allan came back first. Natalyn did really well for her exams. 3 Band2, 1 Band1. Allan & Val went to see her teacher yesterday & her teacher just went 'Okay Nat. I have no complains about her but just one thing. She did really well this time & I am so impressed. Keep up the good work'. That sent the whole family smiling away, forgetting about what had happened last afternoon. Auntie Helen, Uncle Allan came, mom & dad came. Had dinner. Allan went for some PAP meeting after dinner. Auntie Helen, Uncle Allan & 2nd Uncle went to visit Godpa. Val, Dad, mom, 2nd Aunt & I sat at the living room. Talked 'til 2nd Uncle came back. Left after awhile.

Went home, showered & watched teevee. _ called at around 11plus going 12am. Told her everything & cried. Felt a little better so I went to sleep at 0130am.

Meeting Jovene in an hours' time. :) I hope that'd lighten me up a little.

I got Allan's wedding photos developed! Thanks to Pam :) K I'm going off, feeling kinda sick.

Thanks for loving me so much even though you don't get as much of loving back from me. I'm thankful to have you around.

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Hello I'm back from shopping with Jovene :) It's spelt lovely all over. She made me feel a little lighter though at the back of my mind, that issue is still there.

Left the house @ 1pm. Took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut. Sat there & waited 'til around 0145pm then took a train down to Orchard. Saw Akina, Beatrice & her group of friends in the train! Miss Jovene Lim was late for 22minutes. Haha but she apologised! So it's okay :) Hah k then we went to Wisma. Walked around in Topshop, didn't get anything though. Jovene was looking for a tube. We walked over to Fareast. Stopped by at Lido's Mango. Walked around like idiots, up & down. Jovene finally decides to get the (very pretty I choose one hor) brown dress & black pumps! :D I've got the exact same one but mine is white. I like the red polka dots dress! I've been looking for it la okay. Oh Jov & I found a job but still waiting for them to call us. Age range is 18 & above but the salesgirl just wrote our names & contact number :) That salesgirl's really pretty!

After that we went to Cine. Saw NatLim @ Rocky's! Omg bitch I miss you la! Ate Kobayashi :D Yumyum. Sat there, talked & stuff. Someone came over to collect Surge@MoS tix from Jovene. I'm gonna help her sell the tix! :D Yay. Walked around after that, then went to Rocky's. Sat around, talked. Camwhored on the way to MRT :) That sweetie walked me to the train station! She could've taken a shorter route but she's nice! :D

K photos.









Oh & I think I saw Beatrice Ong & Regina Ng today.

Thanks Xav for being nicer to me & wanting to be there & three cyber hugs(Which are gonna be real the next time I meet you & readers are my witnesses) :D Next time when I need you, I will bu ke qi call you okay :) & I hereby promise you!(Readers, you're the witness) I'll make your 19th/20th/21st(even your 90th haha) birthday a best, most memorable, perfect & only-once-in-a-lifetime birthday for you. That is if you allow me to are the unspoken words floating in the air. K serious now, thanks a lot Xav. I'd crash your lectures if you allow me to :) Then I'd accompany you! Wahlau I tell you ah, tsktsk *shakes head* your day with me would be purrrrfect! Hahaha ay esp the one with the pretty lecturer! :D:D K alllll the best for your next test!
Thanks Cam for two cyber kisses & a cyber hug! Aw I feel so loved by you okay! :D

I texted _ while waiting for Jovene..
Me I will not be late anymore. I must try
She That's good. But I'll listen first. So when you're done with it, let me know.
Me Wei I'm serious! It shall be my new year resolution!
She Oh so it'll only start next year?
Me This yr I undergo training first then next year, I must be able to be on time :D K talk to you tonight, I know you're busy now.

Did I mentioned that Pearlyn Ang Lyn Ting was so sweetcuteadorable that day! She gave me a balloon flower & made me so happy!












Now it's by my bed now. I see it & I feel better. Oh & everybody I hereby announce that I forgave Xav already! She made me smile just now so I should just forgive her. Plus she had her punishment & she apologised about 3 times. She made me happy! So everyone, I'm forgiving! :D Haha.

P/s: Xavierlin, I want to see your pretty lecturer! :D
P/p/s: Jovenelim, we must camwhore again! I hope she calls us soon D:
P/p/p/s: Sharilyntan, there's bound to another time okay!
P/p/p/p/s: Have a great night everyone :)

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I wish I was like these all the time.
God did you listen to my prayers? ):
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I'll guard this heart of yours.
<3.

12:35 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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